Chronicles of the Stellar Kid

Catching up

2009-01-20T22:46:54Z

I've just realized how I haven't updated this blog in months. T_T

By the end of February, I am hoping for a blog entry which states that I am done with the final draft of my thesis.
By the first week of March, a blog entry which says that my defense was a success.
And by the day before my birthday, that I have submitted the bound copies of my thesis and is really really graduating.

We'll see. :)
I swear after this semester (my very last in UP), I am soooooo gonna party!
Who's coming with me? LOL.

MEME (after such a long time.)

2008-11-23T14:58:13Z

Grabbed from cruentare, meme at Colorgenics.

You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens. [I did, and is very happy with the results.]

You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image in the eyes of others. You are looking for acknowledgement from your peers and those who come into your sphere of influence. You want to be liked, not for what people think of you but for what you really are.

You are confined and trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way out. Whatever you seem to do to resolve the problem hasn't worked out. Fortunately you are able to gain some aspect of relief from someone close to you.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.

*sigh* I hafta sleep now. Got an appointment in Manila tomorrow at 8 AM. Oo, ang aga. Boo.

sigh

2008-11-20T15:49:25Z

First half of Raket Marathon over.
I'm tired.
But raket = money, and money is what you use to buy food and to pay for pamasahe and phone bills.
I need money; therefore, I need raket. Therefore, I cannot be tired.

>_<

Emoness. Ohyeah.

2008-10-27T23:24:40Z

I found this while Googling "emo." I dunno, though, if my German prof (prof sa German na German, gets?) will laugh with me.
Pero kasi, totoo naman eeeeh. :D

What we do on Sundays.

2008-10-19T15:59:50Z

Sunday at the Cruel household usually means that everyone's at home. My mom has this unwritten rule that Sunday is family day, and so, Sunday is the only day of the week that I do not leave the house. Hahaha.

While Mom was busy watching Prison Break 4 while shrieking every time something exciting happened, we three girls made landi and lenujan becomes hairdresser for a day. We tried straightening our hair with that rebonding kit Mom bought years ago, and we had to finish it because it's almost past its expiration date.

There was this step in the procedure which said that we had to iron our hair. And iron our hair we did. Haha. Di naman siguro ako idedemanda ng mga kapatid ko balang araw. :P

In the end, when my hair dried up, it was still curly as ever. Wahahaha. Ano ba yun. >_< Now my scalp stinks because of the chemicals of that white gunk we put in our hair. Oh well.

Konting tiis na lang.

2008-10-14T23:31:07Z

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin

-Feel the Rain on Your Skin, Natasha Bedingfield

That line easily describes how I feel right now, while waiting for my grades to appear in my CRS. Wala lang. Anticipating. Happily expecting something I have worked hard for in my four years in the University. marc_marc11 is insisting that with my grades for the past semesters and summers, it's already fail-safe*, but I dunno, I guess I'm still scared. (Blame my stooooopid jinx. Argh.) Hopefully, this time, all my stressed-out days and sleepless nights will not be put to waste. ^___^;

And I just realized something: ever since I was small, my biggest fear is failure. This explains a lot of my idiosyncracies, from people-pleasing to my being uber paranoid. Guess we all have our quirks.

*fail-safe (adj): having no chance of failure
<"the little black dress…has consistently been the fail–safe solution for night" — Vogue>

HAHA. I think I need that sleepover badly.

P.S. BOO YOU, CRS! EL 200 na lang subject ko, di mo pa binigay.

Finally.

2008-10-09T14:16:24Z

My sem's over. Now awaiting results. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

Breathe breathe. Sana di ako malaglag from Magna. Argh argh.

[edit: as of now ang alam ko lang na grade ko ay German 30 (1.0) at 31 (1.5). There's this big possibility that I'd get a 2.0 sa PI 100*. Oh dear.]

I'll be me time-ing muna. Planning to watch Magnolia tonight, para mabalik ko na kay Marston. Haha. :)

brb.

*Philippine Institutions 100. Rizal course.

Pampasaya lang ng buhay. Something I found from xkcd. Deeeehmit, you never fail to make me smile.

Wala lang. Wala lang talaga.

2008-09-23T20:07:00Z

Some random thought while writing my EL 199 thesis proposal*

[Insert mental image here of some girl--say, maybe naked--gyrating in front of the guy and he just stands there with an amused look.]

"Kung hindi ukol, hindi bubukol."
can also be applied to certain situations like finding out that your longtime boyfriend is gay.

^_^;

*oo, di pa rin ako tapos. shiyeeeeet.

Argh. This is so me. X_x

2008-09-18T17:22:14Z

Thank you to Riyeth for showing me this. And to PHD Comics. :)

Mabuhay ang mga may thesis!

>_< --> My current favorite emoticon aside from ~X(

2008-09-09T09:09:15Z

(Jevic nasa CC. Oo, na naman.
Rystraum nag-aayos na ng gamit. Mukhang aalis na.
Sa background, boses ni Rys: Di ko pa tapos ang mga plates ko...)

Jev: (nagtataka, to Rys) O, uuwi ka na?

Rys: Oo, nag-aayos ng buhay eh.

**END**

Mukhang kailangan ko na rin nun. Waaaaaaaah.

>_<

Thesis (proposal). More of the lack of it.

2008-09-07T03:25:19Z

ARGH. Two weeks ko nang hindi nagagalaw ang thesis proposal ko, submission na ng first draft next week.

The bumming around must stop!

Kung gusto niyo kong makita, most likely ay magsstay lang ako sa Genref ng Mainlib at hindi ako aalis dun hanggang di ko natatapos ang Márco Teórico at Metodología ko. At andun lang din ako hanggang hindi ako natatapos magrevise.

I swear I am going to the beach sa sembreak. Beach bummin' time, oh yeah. (Nag-aaya yung pinsan ko, punta daw ng Bolinao.)

Ang gustong sumama, magtaas ng kamay!

EPIPHANY!

2008-08-31T09:36:18Z

After smiling and posing in front of the mirror (grad pics na kasi next week), I realized something:

Maganda pa rin naman pala ako. >_<

I guess I just have to let my hair down, show off my (stubborn) curls, and smile. :)

As I got older, the fountain of confidence that I had as a child slowly dried up because of ~~unsaid~~ ~~and unadmitted~~ insecurities. Back when I was a kid, I knew and believed that I was both smart and pretty, so I asserted that belief. But people grow up and people change. While I don't think I've changed a lot personality wise, there was a drastic change in the physical aspect. The weight gain, super breakouts, etc. It came to the point that I avoided looking at reflective surfaces, just so I won't see myself. Add to this growing up in a family of laiteras, who pointed out whatever flaw they saw in anything and anyone.

Of course as I grew older, my siblings grew up too. (*talks to self* DUH.) During family reunions, it was inevitable that certain relatives would comment on the age-old question: Sino nga ba ang pinakamaganda sa tatlo? And for the longest time, I was the winner. Well, not anymore. From the past Christmases, all I heard from them was "Nahiyang ka sa UP, ano?", implicitly telling me that I had put on a lot of weight, and totally not referring to the fact that I was having fun with my UP experience.

I always regarded myself as a non-conformist, someone who would never fold to what everyone else says. I always thought that pimping up and caring about your looks was superficial. But the bitter truth is, however superficial it may seem, people do care and would often judge you based on how you look. Mom would always tell me that I needed to slim down if I wanted to get a good job someday. "Anak, kahit gaano katalino ka pa, kung mataba ka naman, kakawawain ka lang nila," she would remind me. And I would always shrug it off, thinking that companies would pay me for what I know and what I can do, and not because I was the company's commercial model. I guess I thought wrong.

Now I am introducing certain changes into my life. No, no it's not because I want to shut them up. I am doing this to get my old self back, to get that fountain running again.

Go, comment na! :D Hahaha.

P.S. Thank you to marc_marc11 who never doubted my beauty (*ehem ehem* then *giggles*) and who always always patiently tolerates my hindi-na-kaya-ako-maganda rants. And to the Cocabobs who always tell me that I'm gorgeous. Well we all are, dearies.

Tamang haggard lang.

2008-08-21T14:18:36Z

I always knew that all those petix times back in my 1st, 2nd and 3rd year would cost me dearly. I am now in my 4th and last year, writing my undergraduate thesis, and now I rarely get more than 3 hours of sleep. ~~Not that I'm complaining, though.~~

Buti na lang nandiyan ka. :*

I am now off to sleep. Di pa kasi ako natutulog eh.

Meme grabbed from Miko :)

2008-08-15T13:14:27Z

My 52 Confessions
1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be? >blab.	2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? > yes, most of the time.	3. If you had to kiss again the last person you kissed, would you? > yes, yes, YES!	4. Do you take compliments well? >Hmm, I don't know. But I always say "Thank you."
5. Do you play Sudoku?' >I've tried, but I didn't finish. I wanna get addicted to it. Haha.	6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? >Maybe. I know how to cook, I just don't know how to make fire. (Marc, heeeelp!)	7. If your house were on fire, what would be the things you would save? >Letters and photographs	8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with? > "I don't sleep with him. I sleep beside him." -Jev
9. Who do you text the most? ></a></b></a></div></b></a>marc_marc11	10. Favorite children's book? > The Giver	11. Eye color? > Hazel brown. Nakssss.	12. How tall are you? > 5 flat i guess. -miko (I'd have to say the same for me.)
13. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you? >Nope. No regrets. :)	14. Any secret admirers? >I doubt it.	15. When was the last time you were at ~~Olive~~ Sunken Garden? >Just the other day.	16. Favorite place..? >Benches around the Sunken. Bookstores. His bed. ^_^
17. Where was the farthest place you've been? >North: Ilocos South: Bicol	18. Do you like mustard? > YES! I love it with Footlongs and Cheeseburgers.	19. Do you prefer to sleep or eat? >SLEEP.	21. Do you miss anyone? >Lagi naman eh.
22. Can you do split? >I used to be a gymnast.	23. What movie do you want to see right now? > Hmmm. We don't exactly have the money to go on movie dates. (Di pa namin napapanood ang The Dark Knight!)	24.What did you do for New Year's Eve? >I cried! >.<	25.Do you think The Grudge was crappy? >Haven't watched it.
27. Was your mom a cheerleader? >Feeling lang.	28. What's the last letter of your middle name? > o	30. How many hours of sleep do you get a night? > 0-10 hours. haha. extremes.	35. What do you wear to sleep? >T-shirt and shorts.
37. Is your hair straight or curly? > DUH. di tayo friends pag di mo alam.	40. Do you like funny or serious people better? > the right mix of humor and seriousness would be great.	42. What is on your mind right now? > "Ang daming perang lumabas ngayon. Nangalahati ang laman ng ATM ko."	43. Any plans for tonight? > Prepare for tomorrow's IELTS.
44.Whats your favorite song at the moment? >Hmmm. Estopa stuff?	45. Do you hate chocolate? > Black chocolate is heaven. And the little Toblerones taste a lot better if he was the one who gave them.	46. What do you and your parents fight about the most? > MONEY. Ugh. And going home, erm, late. And being out of the house during Saturdays.	47. Are you a gullible person? > I actually am!
48. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy? >Not really. But life is way better when spent with a certain someone.	49. If you could have any job what would it be? >I'd like to be a writer. Or maybe an interpreter.	50. Are you easy to get along with? >More or less...?	51. What is your favorite time of day? >Twilight. And the times I'm with him. Aww.	52. Are you generally a happy person? > Yes. :) I'd like to think so.

Handwriting ekek

2008-08-08T15:02:48Z

Jevic is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.

Jevic will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Jevic an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Jevic is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Jevic is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Jevic doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Jevic is sensitive to criticism about her ideas and philosophies. She will sometimes worry what people will think if she tells them what she believes in. This doesn't mean she won't talk, or that she feels ashamed. It merely means she is sensitive to what others think, regarding her beliefs.

Jevic is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally conceals things about herself. She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in her past.

Jevic has a desire for attention. People around Jevic will notice this need. She may fulfill this need by a variety of ways depending on her own character.

In reference to Jevic's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Jevic slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Jevic can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Jevic is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Jevic basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Jevic has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

Isa na namang meme, UP edition.

2008-07-22T17:30:03Z

~~Gagawa na ko ng stuff para sa thesis ko.~~ Oops. Dahil tinatamad pa ko, mememememe! Hahaha. :D

1. Student number?

2005-09873 (may magagawa ba against me sa pagdidisclose ko ng student number ko? hahahahaha.)

2. College?

UP Diliman. Ohyeah.

3. Ano ang course mo?

European Languages
(QUOTA COURSE NA PO KAMI. lol.)

4. Nag-shift ka ba o na-kickout?

Nope. Loyal EL student. :)

5. Saan ka kumuha ng UPCAT?

Sa Physics Pav. At naaalala ko, dahil left-handed ako, hiniwalay kaming mga kaliwete sa ibang room. Aaaaaaaat ang buffet sa Super Bowl of China after the UPCAT, pampalubag-loob ata ni Mommy, hehe.

6. Favorite GE subject?

Hmmm ano ba?
Kas 1 dahil astig si Sir Xiao.
CW 10 dahil magaling si Chingbee. (At maganda siya.)
Geog 1 dahil masaya.

at:
Philo 10 dahil ang guwapo ni Sir Mendoza. <3 (Ano, Marc. I-consider mo na kasi yung proposal ko. Nagvovolunteer na nga eeeeeeh.)

7. Favorite PE?

YOGA ish teh best! Kahit pa Saturdays yung sked niya at pumapasok ako noon para lang sa PE.

8. Saan ka nag-aabang ng ~~hot gal~~ hot guy sa UP?

AS Steps/Lobby? Dati yun. :) I would even resort to stalking cute guys sa AS eh. Pero ngayon, not interested. :)

9. Favorite prof(s)

Xiao. Chingbee. At opcors, Sir Mendoza talaga eh. (ikr?)

10. Pinaka-ayaw na GE subject.
Math 2? Haha ako naman ay bitter po lamang. :P

11. Kumuha ka ba ng Wed or Sat classes?
(Eto ay dun pa sa dating sked ng UPD. Ang Wednesday noon ay Monday na ngayon.)

OO. *tears tears* NagPE ako ng Yoga (Saturday), CWTS sa MSI (Wednesday, plus weekend field trips), at Spanish 80 (Wednesday) na hindi ko makakalimutan ever dahil kahit nagdeclare na wala nang pasok, nag-eexam kami habang bumabagyo sa labas. Matching lang yung panahon sa exam namin, dahil nag-aanalyze kami ng mga tula habang kumukulog at kumikidlat. Iba ka talaga, Vanessa.

12. Nakapag-field trip ka ba?

Naman. Sa mga GE, sa CWTS. :)

13. Naging CS ka na ba or US sa UP?

Ahahahaha. Ang tanging masasabi ko lang, di ko madedeny na GC ako. *bow*

14. Ano ang Org/Frat/Soro mo?

UPWC at Círculo Hispánico (di ako active eeeeeeh.)

15. Saan ka tumatambay palagi?

Sa EL dept (duh) at sa CC.

16. Dorm, Boarding house, o Bahay?

Bahay. Gusto kong maexperience ang tumira sa boarding house at dorm, though.

17. Kung walang UPCAT test at malaya kang nakapili ng kurso mo sa UP, ano yun? (Given ang mentality mo nung HS ka)

Ay pinili ko po ang mga kursong nilagay ko sa UPCAT. I'm so sorry pero di ako bitter sa bagay na ito. :)

18. Sino ang pinaka-una mong nakilala sa UP?

Si Renz at si Glenda (na may kasamang nanay, haha.) As in nung enrollment nung Freshie year pa yun.

19. First play na napanood mo sa UP?

Ano nga ba? Shoot, di ko maalala.

20. Name the 5 most conyo orgs in UP.

Ooooooops. Wag ganun.

21. Name 5 of the coolest orgs/frats/soro in UP.

Ayoko ring sagutin ito. Showbiz???

22. May frat/soro bang nag-recruit sa yo?

Wala pa. Haha. Di ata ako Soro material.

23. Saan ka madalas mag-lunch?

LB!!! We looooooove it heeeeeeeere! :)

24. Masaya ba sa UP?

YES, as in yes. Nakakainis lang minsan ang pesteng bureaucratic red tape, bilang public institution ang UP. ("Through channels" lagi. Gah suweldo na ten years bago mo makuha.)

25. Nakasama ka na ba sa rally?

Nope. Nakikisigaw lang ako dati, tapos ayoko na rin. Haha.

26. Ilang beses ka bumoto sa Student Council?

Apat na beses. Kahit di ko naman kilala lahat ng mga tumatakbong USC Councilors.

27. Name at least 5 leftist groups in UP
Errrm. Honestly, di ko alam. And how do I qualify "leftist" anyway?

28. Pinangarap mo rin bang mag-laude nung freshman ka?

Hanggang ngayon naman eh. Sabi nga ni jennybaneni, "Magna f-ing Laude, baby!" :D

29. Kanino ka pinaka-patay sa UP?

Patay, as in patay na patay sa kanya? O patay as in mapapatay na niya ko?
For both cases, si Marc na siguro yun. AWWWW. Kamon. :) *panda hug*

30. Kung di ka UP, anong school ka?

Malamang sa Ateneo, dahil Atenista ang tatay ko. Hahahaha. Blue blood, yeah.

At bago ko pala makalimutan. Sabi ko ililink ko siya, at eto na:
(Thank you, Rys. Ang astig talaga eh.)
Go and have a look.

Benta, diba?

lenujan @ 2008-07-17T22:39:00

2008-07-17T14:46:43Z

Barado ang ilong ko nang bonggang-bongga. Kaya ngayon, lahat ng pagkaing isinusubo ko sa aking bibig ay hindi ko nalalasahan. HInanap ko sa Internet kung ano ang tawag sa kondisyong ito, at natuklasan kong ageusia pala yun. Kaunting pagninilay-nilay lang. Namimiss ko na kasi ~~magsulat~~ magblog.

We all know that having congested nasal passages ultimately leads to an impaired sense of taste. I've been sick for the past two days and I am not enjoying it. The constant need to blow my nose and to breathe through my mouth is not at all fun. And being raised in a family who savors the experience of good food, I am now getting depressed.

I look forward to every meal because I love the way the different flavors of the food (or drink, for that matter) blend and complement each other. And with my temporary condition, I could still eat, yes, but not enjoy whatever I'm taking in. In chewing without tasting anything, eating becomes a mere mechanical act of moving the jaw, of gnashing food into pieces, of swallowing. And then I could only think that I need to eat because I need the nutrients to get better. *sigh* (Lord, sana gumaling na po ako. Amen.)

Mememe!

2008-07-07T16:49:04Z

Dahil ayoko pa munang gumawa ng homework sa PI 100... got this meme from moki :D

Answer the questions below, do a Google Image Search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results. I searched using Google Maghanap ng Larawan and Google Búsqueda de imágenes.

(Don't copy the answers of the person who posted this before you.)

1. the age you'll be on your next birthday:

2. a place you'd like to travel to:

and

3. your favorite place:

4. your favorite food:

With sweet memories of helping out Nanay in sauteeing the bagoong. I super miss my lola. :(

5. Your favorite animal:

(No sweetie, not the sleeping baby.)

6. your favorite color:

7. first name of your significant other or crush:

8. the town in which you live in:

9. your screen name/nickname:

(Funny, this was from an old entry. Aaaaaaaand by Googling my username, I found out that someone grabbed a meme from me: nadagitabako)

10. your first job

11. a bad habit you have:

12. your worst fear:

Hahahaha! What a great meme.

(Oras na para gumawa ng assignment sa PI. Sheeeeesh.)

Dad :)

2008-06-30T03:14:35Z

This is so true. :) But fortunately, my Dad's not like this because he can get away with using the words astig and malupet. Hahahaha.

Happy Birthday, Dad! :)

p.s. Thank you to XKCD for the comic.

I want.

2008-06-22T19:42:04Z

Gusto ko nang grumaduate.
Gusto kong magbakasyon sa Bohol.
Gusto kong magpakavain.
Gusto ko nang gumanda.
Gusto kong magsulat at tumugtog ulit.
Gusto kong maging triathlete.
Gusto kong mag-aral sa Spain at Germany.
Gusto kong magbackpacking sa Europe.
Gusto ko ng Sony Ericsson W910i.
Gusto ko ng bagong laptop.
Gusto kong matapos nang maayos ang thesis ko.
Gusto ko ng sleepover.
Gusto ko ng madaming hug.

and lastly,

I wanna make my parents proud. (Go Magna!!!! Woot! Konting tiis na lang.)

Woot, finally!

2008-06-19T14:25:17Z

HAHAHAHAHA. Ang masasabi ko lang: sa wakas!

YEHEY!

The Bard and The Druidess

2008-05-26T09:08:48Z

It was due to some untoward circumstance that The Bard and The Druidess met. They became good friends, shared tons of literary ideas. They also exchanged poetry, fiction, and hugs.

The Druidess misses The Bard.
She wishes that her magic can reach The Bard...and that suddenly, every worry and concern that they both have would disappear and they could talk again, like old times. (Of course, The Druidess wishes that the hugs would come back, too.)

Let's have coffee and donuts soon. It's on me. :)
I hope that by then I have a poem to show to you.

(here's her blog)

Attn: Everyone ^_^

2008-05-19T01:55:30Z

Dear All,

The neurotic person who supposedly owns this blog will go on a temporary shutdown. Hahaha. (Gusto daw kasi niyang magbakasyon sa Batanes, kaya idadaan na lang niya sa panaginip.)

She hopes to see you all by the end of Second Semester 2008-2009, because by then she will have finished her thesis and will have graduated--hopefully, if the jinx*doesn't try and ruin all her hard work for the past three years in college--Magna Cum Laude. Hahaha.

If you do see her somewhere, please tell her to stop, breathe and do not panic. Thank you very much.

*The jinx, being that unfortunate incident which always foils her wonderful plans of graduating with a BANG! Shoooooot. Help me get away from it, please.

>_

2008-05-14T02:43:56Z

I think I flunked my 3rd exam for Math 2. BIGTIME.

:((

(Drama mode lang, nakakadepress kasi 1.25 na yung standing ko based on my 2 other exams.)

Oh well, GC, sorry na.

Gaya gaya lang.

2008-05-09T10:50:13Z

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag eight people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.

I tag: Pepot, Chel, Jupia, Wenky, Aiel, Yem, Pia, Dani.

B. These eight people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to eight other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

~ I'll just cry. That's all I can do about it anyway. I'm not the type who goes back to someone who already broke my trust.

2. What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?

~ I-SEDUCE NA YAN!!! Lol.

3. Do you find yourself cheating on your loved one?

~ That's one thing I would never ever do. I'm very very loyal.

4. Would you rather have your ex replace you with someone more beautiful than you or uglier than you? If there's something you want to change in your lover, what would it be?

~ Siyempre naman more beautiful diba. Hehe. Kasi ang sakit nun na ang ipapalit sayo ay mas pangit sayo. (Diba diba??) I can list as many as a million things I hate about him, but it will be outnumbered by the googillion things I love about him.
(Kesoooow. Hahahahaha!)

5. What`s your ideal (boyfriend)girlfriend like?

~ Someone who's patient enough to tolerate me. I am so indecisive, see.

6. What are the three things that you want most right now?

~ VACATION, VACATION, VACATION. (Oh and money for all the stuff I need for my thesis and that cute Sony Ericsson phone that's worth 21K.)

7. Who wouldn't you want to be in a fistfight with? Who would you want to wrestle with?

~ Siyempre ayokong sapakin ako ni Marc in the near future. Hahahaha. :) I wrestle with him though, and I ALWAYS always lose. Sad.

8. If the person you like is already attached, what would you do?

~ Gayumahin siya. Haha. :) But the real me would just resort to stalking that person.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?

~ Emotional fatigue. And being so taranta, like crazy. T__________T

10. What do you want most in your life?

~ To retire at age 35. :) Hahahaha. And be able to travel without having to think of the expenses.

11. Is being tagged fun?

~ It gives you something to do when you're bored.

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend or girlfriend, how would you react?

~ I would be doubtful. She's not the type.

13. Pick a person whose name starts with the letter D and say something to or about the person.

~ Daddy! Thank you for driving me to Math class when I'm already running late. :)

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

~ Mukhang pera! In a good way, of course. And I think he'll make a good boyfriend kung di lang siya *ehem* _______ (go fill in the blank) at uber busy.

15. What makes you happy right now?

~ Enjoying leisure time with him. (Tight hugs which leave me literally breathless.)

16. ~~If you have three apples and two of them is red, how many apples do you have?~~ Di ba Pambansang Hayop ang kalabaw, tapos Pambansang Ibon ang agila, tapos Pambansang Isda ang bangus? LAHAT NAMAN SILA HAYOP, DI BA? BAKIT HINDI ISA NA LANG (Medina, 2005)?

~ ETO YUNG MGA TANONG NG MGA TAONG FEELING MATALINO. (Sorry na lang sa gumawa ng tanong na to.)

17. What song are you listening to right now? Give the lines that are most applicable to you.

~ Love Hurts, Incubus.

Love hurts...
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive.

(But now it doesn't hurt as much as it did the first time around.)

18. ~~If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?~~ (Isa pang korni!) If you were a banana, why?

~ Please. Stop killing my brain cells.

19. What type of friends do you like?

~ Friends I won't be shy to cry with, as well as laugh out loud with. (I agree, Ger. *hug*)

Friends who can tolerate my being neurotic. And do not mind when I gush about certain people. Or when I turn into the ultimate laitera.

20. If you played a prank on someone, and he or she fell for the trick, what would you do?

~ Tatawanan kita ng malakas, as Marc would always say..
Jevic would probably say "Belat!" :D